My Heart & Soul is BROKEN
Is there anything in this world that could ease the pain in my chest, my heart?
This Incomprehensible Pain when your furry Child is gone
Any solution for
I’ve just lost the only child I’ve ever had, the unconditional, forever love of my life, incomparable with any human, and
After 15 years together side by side through the misery of life and countries, He left me all alone
How can I cope with this loss? How?
I am devastated
can’t stop crying
😭😭😭😘😘😭😘😘😭😭😭💔💔
Will he ever forgive me? I’ve been so weak and shocked, and I wasn’t able to say anything, I wasn’t able to move, just crying while I should take him home to die just in my arms, will you,u my love Angelucul, will you ever forgive me, mami? I feel so bad pain in my heart, I’ve been so so stupid, weak, I will never forgive myself for that weakness…. and I kept asking God or the Universe why why he allowed me to be so stupid, weak to happen this????
I’ve read that the pain is called Broken Heart Syndrome and apparently can mend in time.
Is it?
I don’t think so. Nothing and no one can ease or weaken the pain in your heart when you lose a baby, a furry who you’ve spent 15 years of your life as your shadow, NOTHING!
How could I ever forgive myself that I’ve been so shocked, stupid, blocked and couldn’t open my mouth to stop the fricking supposedly vetenarian to say NO, I WILL TAKE HIM HOME TO DIE IN MY ARMS?
Not just stop talking and continuously crying, been able to do nothing but that. How could I have been so fricking weak?
Why does this splendid, brilliant brain stop talking in those moments when it shouldn’t?
as non-stop talking, but in those moments, purely, was nothing there?
How can I ever LOOK INTO MY EYES WITHOUT seeing THIS GUILT?
What makes us different from animals is that we can discard and get rid of anything in our lives so easily. We are, after all, much more heartless than animals.
An animal will protect, defend and love till death apart from their own kind.
Humans? All they do is just suck each other’s path and never be truly soul happy for their winnings or fulfilment. We, humans, are at the lowest ever miserable species, and I hate to say, I really didn’t want to come here, I really don’t want to be here on this planet to experience all this shitty life!
Since a human is born, all he got is suffering.
Restrictions are being put in place, don’t do that, you are not allowed to do that, this is not for you, they don’t allow you.
Everywhere and in every circumstance, you are under restrictions.
So, they’ve called that, be happy.
Life is so short, and we all have to enjoy it.
Like this?
What joy can you get from every single moment of restriction?
One thing I can’t recommend enough that helped me at least a bit is a higher-strength CBD oil higher strength. Unfortunately, because in the UK rules and regulations are how they are, money-wise wise I couldn’t bring the one I wanted it but the one I got from Swiss Peak has done the job. Of course, there are other strengths and how the money goes up. This one was not even £24.99 with their discount.
Angell
I feel awesome in my skin and I love to be here, on Earth! I love all animals. And I love to take care of this body the only one I will ever have. Obviously, as everyone else I love money, and the feeling of security gives. I looove to help everyone and every living been. This was until I get half-century. I am here because I can't be any more anyone's slave but JUST MY OWN boss. In my life I got enough bullying, discrimination and persecution. Enough is enough! Anyone should respect the piece of God/Universe I am! I understand now why I am here. I am here to learn and carry out the knowledge I gather in this life. To the higher self! Loving the body and the other light souls is the only important thing on this Earth. Wish I can say different but this is true. Because of this, I've done everything for the well-being of this body. Well, at least I've tried to do. I cherish this body that has been given to me and I make everything for my well-being. I lionize exercising in my own comfort every single day. In the past, I've taught classes like yoga, fitness and pilates. You don't have to look like a top model or VIP as J.LO to be able to do this, no no no!